Crying over nothing !!

Have you ever found yourself crying for no reason at all? It’s such a strange feeling! I’ve been there too—tears just come out of nowhere, and it’s almost like a little release, isn’t it? I think it’s actually pretty normal. I sometimes feel the urge to cry even when everything seems just fine. After I’ve let it all out, I can’t help but feel a sense of relief! It’s been happening to me for a while, usually when I’m just sitting around. I cry pretty heavily, but it doesn’t come from a place of sadness or any strong emotions. And nope, it’s not about PMS; I can definitely tell when I’m having mood swings! Today, I decided to take a moment to think about it, and it felt good to acknowledge it. It’s all part of being human, right?

Marvellous March- A Full of Surprises ✨🙈

March has truly been a magical month for me—whatever I ask for, the universe delivers in the most unexpected yet perfect ways. After all the waiting, plot twists, and buffering, it finally decided to bless me . The wait was long, but every second was worth it! Universe keep ’em coming 💪🏻 I m on roll !!

March really knows how to keep my life interesting! Some emails hit different—let’s just say my inbox had a good day. Structured routines and future plans? Yeah, maybe something like that!

I knocked on every door, tried every path, and just when I was about to give up—boom! Opportunity shows up like an unexpected guest at my doorstep. Cute, right? I feel “whelmed” (not overwhelmed, not underwhelmed—just the perfect amount of whelmed). It may not be the grandest opportunity for everyone, but I know my plate’s size. You get what you’ve struggled for—no more, no less. After all, has anyone ever received more than they truly needed? Nope, and they never will!

Looks like my routine just got a little more organised! Not everyone will consider the biggest win for the world, but definitely a good one for me. Let’s say, my screen time now comes with a purpose !

I finally feel relieved and relaxed. 

2024

This year has been challenging for me. I’ve often found myself disappointed in my own decisions and struggling to face my fears. At times, it felt like the universe wasn’t aligned in my favor. When I reflect on the year, from its beginning to its end, I see flashes of all the difficult moments, which only deepens my sadness. Even now, when I look at myself, I feel an emptiness—like there’s something missing that should be there.

I’m surrounded by wonderful people and have access to great resources, yet there’s still a void within me. Each morning, I wake up with the hope of starting fresh, ready to write a new chapter in my life, but I often find myself complicating things unnecessarily. This feeling is unfamiliar—I’ve never felt this way. I had this feel like disappearing as if you never existed. Even today when you ask me how I’m doing. I’m not sad or depressed; in fact, I’m genuinely happy, both outwardly and inwardly. But there’s a sense that I’m stagnant, as though I’m moving backward rather than forward.

Last year, I was different. I’m proud of the person I’ve become today—resilient, uninfluenced, and strong-willed. Yet, despite this strength, I feel like I’ve hit a pause, unable to find the momentum to move ahead.

The girl with the curls