STILL THE SAME BUT STILL NOT THE SAME!

Sometimes I feel what if I stayed in my hometown and never had come to Pune. Was this little change in me still gonna happen?

I wonder if you had encountered the same old Vishakha that she was in school, You would have met the different person that she is becoming now. She is silent yet sweet, she is ignorant yet kind, she is impulsive yet strong, and she is impatient yet calm. When I look back I feel I come out strong enough to handle my problems. Yes, I’m different with different people. Give different vibes to different people. That doesn’t mean I’m not honest. or double-faced. There are several characteristics I have that define me. I’ve been thinking lately about what has changed so far that I’m still the same but not the same.

Weird things happen, weird changes happen, mistakes happen, and new experiences happen, regrets happen, new accidents come with new learnings, new people, new best friends, new groups, new interesting stories, new dire scenarios, and fun adventures Now I don’t cry over the pressure of studies I cry over the bad phase I faced. Now my life has been fun, calm, peaceful, and filled with lightness. I had my own story. My upbringing and experiences in life have shaped me and made me who I am today. I feel these stories I have to tell will inform people of who I am and what shapes me. But one thing about me I’ll appreciate is, I always consider myself above all. Yes, I will always be the main character of my life.

Although you can say I didn’t know anything till now. I didn’t have experience much. I m saying that honestly that I haven’t seen much in life. Whatever it is I’m enjoying it. I find fun in every aspect. At the end of the day, I want to sleep with a smile on my face. And that’s how I want to be. I’ve yet to experience it. Whatever I have come across so far I came to learn that I’m independent and can speak for myself. Yes, adulting is necessary !! Period:)

People who are with you contribute a lot to bring a change in yourself. I appreciate those who I have across whether positive influence or negative. I don’t regret what I’m now. How things shaped me. All I can say is that I’m a fun loving person to be around with. I feel so fortunate when I look up to the people near me and appreciate that I’m not like them. I stand out as a different personality and I don’t want to become like them.

I’m soft-hearted, creative, funny, kind, impatient, and get hyper over small things, loud, and still have clarity and sorted but sometimes a bitch. If any other I’m missing please include that. These characters build a new personality in me. There are some situations where I can’t say no even if I don’t want to. Sometimes saying no is ok for you not always tho.